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delight were present from the very beginning as the basis for each
new happening, in my encounter with the cat family. But the thought
of writing about it never occurred to me until I witnessed the superb
parenting skills of the mother cat named Sweetie. Her capacity to
be there for her kids, fully present, offering them whatever she had
to givewithout an ounce of intrusionseemed very different
from our human parenting. Natural maternal
cat care does not impose anything external. I remember thinking,
Wouldnt it be wonderful if as part of prenatal training,
prospective mothers could witness the joyous naturalness of cat mothering.
This hands-on experience could be of real value for any new parent,
or any person, for that matter.
Then as the story unfolds, other major surprises emerged such
as the tricks of mayanot knowing and knowing I dont
know, yet still surmising anyway. Being in a foreign culture, totally
ignorant of semi feral cat ways in that environment, I found myself
perceiving things piecemeal, without really taking in the whole
picture. But dont we humans tend
to do that all the time without even realizing it? Through
observing this slice of life with the cats, time and again I found
myself face to face with my own misperceptions, the mysterious,
the limitedness of my human knowledge, as well as the
knowledge of experts. Though some of my bunglings were
humorous and make for a good story, their real value appear only
gradually, as my consciousness begins to connect the mundane workings
of cat maya to the larger workings of universal natureuntil
nothing remains segmented. The sacred and the mundane are not separate
but part of one mysterious whole. And these precious felines set
the scene for allowing me a speck of entry into this realm of wholeness.
Another dimension of the story that I wanted to share is a processa
way of inner work, which I hope shines through the pages of the
book. Through observing my self in the moment as part of each happening,
inner and outer, through noticing my thoughts or movements in the
mind, hopefully without getting too stuck in themwhether correct
or incorrectthis way of being in the world can lead us closer
to sheer awareness, to truth. Intermingled with the process, questions
regarding good and evil surface, in response to the simple happenings
of daily life.
Throughout the ages, humanity has valued the cat goddess
as a manifestation of the divine presence here on earth. Sweetie
taught me something of great value in this regard. Just as the mother
cat feeds her babies by simply being there with her milk pouring
forth, without arranging it so the infants can suckle equally, or
without instructing them personally regarding the art of drinking
fairly, so this subtle, cosmic Divine Mother of the universe, known
as Mother Nature, is here for her children, ever nourishing and
protecting without getting involved in the individual hows, whys
or wherefores. In this way, the cat mother can be viewed as an archetype
of the Great Mother Goddess, here in the fullness of her givingjust
giving. The way we receive this nourishment and continue to nurture
it ongoingly, determines the outcome of our individual lives, as
well as the life of the planet.
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